Sailor Moon Avengers Assemble by Ann Marcellino
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i don’t know why there’s a difference between when you break up with someone and when someone breaks up with you. it hurts more when someone breaks up with you, sure it hurts when you break up with them, but when someone does to you what you’ve been doing to them, it just cuts deep… i don’t know why. and you get so angry that you just open your mouth without thinking and say anything you think will help, but it doesn’t help, it just makes everything worse. you think if you tell them how you feel, it will make them feel bad about you and give you sympathy, and make them hurt just as much as you do, but it doesn’t help actually, it just makes you feel shittier and it just makes them laugh at you pretty much. just like you laughed at them when they tried to tell you how they felt. i guess you say a break up always hurts no matter who’s doing it, it could be you or it could be the other person, but at the end of the whole mess, the feelings don’t ever change. i get it now, no matter who’s right or wrong, it won’t make anything better, it just makes it that much worse and makes you hurt that much more.
i guess what i’m trying to say is that i’m sorry for every time i broke up with you and laughed at you without actually laughing when you tried to stop me… people tend to care more when someone is leaving them, but it’s not like that anymore. when i break up with you, it’s like you could care less and you don’t care if i stay or go. i think sometimes you’d rather want me to go then to stay because it’s that bad. but now that you broke up with me, it’s different… i don’t know if i’m hurting just as much a you would hurt when i would do this to you, or if i’m hurting less or more, but i know i’m hurting and i wish i wasn’t… i could have stopped this.